~abrahram

have you ever had that fealing, just for a moment, that you want to hit someone, but you can't? A fealing unfemilliar to me until yesterday, 'cause I usualy just hit if I feal any urge or need for it (don't get me wrong, i am not a violent person and dont use my karate scills too often), but this time the victims would have been my 5-year old systers (yes, twins)...

I was drawing with my wacom (...this is bad). my sisters come into the room (oh no..). I am in an eceptionaly good mood and give them to try drawing with my wacom while I go for a snac to the kitchen (ooooh shit..). I come back (..and?)

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yes...they desided that the pen drew too thic line and SHARPENED IT!!!!!! WAAAAAAH!!!!! 250 FUCKING EUROS!!! man, i'm a poor student and can efford a buy like that, like twise a year, if effin then...and now this!! my fathers comment was just:" so? your own falt, boy" and my mother was just:" oijoi"..


"im bout to break some fukin off
going to lose my mind
im bout to break some fukin off
feel I'm feeling fine
im bout to break some fukin off
No it won't be fine
im bout to break some fukin off"

but I jusc cant do anything to my sisters, right. after all, they are just children...but still. anyway, after that I went to the karate trainings and kicked some serious ass and got kicked ass at and felt much better. SPAARTAAA!!!! but still..my wacom...mumblerumble...