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flaw in the matrix

Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 5:48 AM
  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Listening to: KORN, HELL YEAH!!!
  • Reading: what's that?
  • Watching: my pc screen
  • Playing: assassin's creed
  • Eating: cold pizza
  • Drinking: warn limonade
...I must say, i am not really a "I wright diary" types, but I just have to share this to the rest of the world.

some reeeeely weird things have been happening to me fore some times now. it all started when I was on my way to school one day on my bike. I was just crousing and chilling arrownd listening to music and not really looking at the road. all of a sudden I notised that I was about to go straight out of the road, and smashed to the...umm...well, the step that is between the road and the pavement.

I saw the step just inches from my face. the only thought in my head was then:" shit". the next thing I notise, i am righding on the rown again, like nothing had ever happened

I mean, I could still feel the impact of the hit, but it seems that i never crashed...


then. i was going to my friends plase one day and coming down from the stairs and putting some music on my mp3. ok, the music is playing and i am putting the mp3 in my pocket. my hand slips, and the mp3 JUST misses the posket and falls to the flor , its back cover breaking away. the music stops. in a next monent, like, snap, the mp3 is in my pocket with backcover back on it, broken. music is not playing..

I mean, whf, how can shit like that happen? I SAW the player fall and brake. I HEARD it fall. but there it was, right in my pocket...


then there are thees peleport things which have been happening to me.

imagine a road, with a fense on its other side. here I come, jump over the fence...and land on the other side of the fucking road. I mean, I didnt remember ever crossing the road, I was just...there...

then yesterday I was in the citchen getting myself a glass of water. I am at the sinc. my mother is at the table, wich is at the other side of the citchen just droppind a solt-shaker and not notising it. I see the shaker drop in a slo-mo. snap, I am holding the shaker in my hand near my mother.

it usually takes you at leest 4 steps to get across...


If you are wondering, I am not using any mushrooms, and if you think I made this shit up, I didn't...I mean its creepy

...but I cinda like it...

!!!!!NOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 26, 2008, 7:53 AM
  • Mood: Bitter
  • Listening to: KORN, HELL YEAH!!!
  • Reading: what's that?
  • Watching: my pc screen
  • Playing: The Witcher
  • Eating: ramen
  • Drinking: milk :D
have you ever had that fealing, just for a moment, that you want to hit someone, but you can't? A fealing unfemilliar to me until yesterday, 'cause I usualy just hit if I feal any urge or need for it (don't get me wrong, i am not a violent person and dont use my karate scills too often), but this time the victims would have been my 5-year old systers (yes, twins)...

I was drawing with my wacom (...this is bad). my sisters come into the room (oh no..). I am in an eceptionaly good mood and give them to try drawing with my wacom while I go for a snac to the kitchen (ooooh shit..). I come back (..and?)

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yes...they desided that the pen drew too thic line and SHARPENED IT!!!!!! WAAAAAAH!!!!! 250 FUCKING EUROS!!! man, i'm a poor student and can efford a buy like that, like twise a year, if effin then...and now this!! my fathers comment was just:" so? your own falt, boy" and my mother was just:" oijoi"..


"im bout to break some fukin off
going to lose my mind
im bout to break some fukin off
feel I'm feeling fine
im bout to break some fukin off
No it won't be fine
im bout to break some fukin off"

but I jusc cant do anything to my sisters, right. after all, they are just children...but still. anyway, after that I went to the karate trainings and kicked some serious ass and got kicked ass at and felt much better. SPAARTAAA!!!! but still..my wacom...mumblerumble...

meh...

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 19, 2008, 1:46 AM
  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: KORN, HELL YEAH!!!
  • Reading: what's that?
  • Watching: my pc screen
  • Playing: The Witcher
  • Eating: ramen
  • Drinking: milk :D
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you


1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 18
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2. A place you'd like to travel: Japan(once again, once again XD)
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3. Your favorite place: PAAAARTYYYY!!!
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4. Your favorite object: pc (no, i'm not a nerd)
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5. Favorite food: LAAMEN!!
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6. Your favorite animal: monkeys (as i am one myself, the choise is obvious)
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7. Your favorite color: brown
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8. The town/state/etc in which you live: Espoo
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9. Name of past pet: hitler ( i dont have a pet)
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10. A dream come true: watta fuk?
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11. Your nickname/screenname: Vasa
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12. Middle name: Aleksi
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13. Favorite Smell:my girlfriend's neck
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14. Bad habit of yours: have none
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15. Your first job: Paperboy
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16. Favourite Movie: 300(!!!111!!!111!!!)
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17. What are you doing right now? journal?
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18. Whats The Weather Like? :snowing
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19. Favourite Sport: picking nose
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20. Favourite Music/Style/Band: korn
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yeah right...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 7, 2007, 12:08 AM
Hello, and wellcome to hell!

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"it's me again"
(umm...well, ok)

2.How would you describe yourself?
"hate me"
(hahhahhaa!!! no, that's so not trough :D :D)

3.What do you like in a guy/girl?
"down again"
( lmao, a grate feature in a girl, so trough)

4.How do you feel today?
" falling away from me"
( am I now? )

5.What is your life's purpose?
"rip out your eyes"
(hahha, how brutal!!! I don't usualy rip out peoples eyes, but it sounds cool, though :D )

6.What is your motto?
"topless"
(umm...right on, bitch =P )


7.What do your friends think of you?
" blame"
( now do they? TT_TT )


8.What do you think of your parents?
"another brick in the wall"
( yep, well, that's pritty much it :D )


9.What do you think about very often?
"cameltosis"
( oh shit, I guess I got busted...)


10.What is 2 + 2?
"ratamahatta"
( yep, I suck at math...)


11.What do you think of your best friend?
"love and luxury"
( I'm not gay, I'm not gay, I'm not...)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
"I'm so sick"
( I don't usualy hate people I like, but...)


13.What is your life story?
"hold on"
( "hold on, be strong, so right, so wrong"...sounds very heroic...)


14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
"the way of the fist"
( rofl!!! yep, I want to start beating people up :D)


15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"kiss"
( I'M NOT GAY, I'M NOT GAY, I'M NOT...but I guess "person" could mean a girl too :blush: )


16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
"there for you"
( aww, that's such a romantic song :D it is, really )

17.What will they play at your funeral?
"too late I'm dead"
( thats scary...the player was on shufle... but a good song, anyway :D )


18.What is your hobby/interest?
"alone I break"
( no, I am not an emo...)

19.What is your biggest fear?
"letting go"
( umm...well allmost...)


20.What is your biggest secret?
" innocent bystander"
( no, thats not it...)


21.What do you think of your friends?
"love and war"
( do I? :D )

22.What will you post this as?
"divine"
(oookayy, will I)
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Ok, here's the deal- the first ten people to reply to this journal (and ask to be featured) will have the opportunity for me to go through their gallery and pick out three of my favorites to be posted in one of my new journals, excitin' huh?
to qualify you must post a similar journal to this one (just the bottom part, below the hyphens ) this will give us a super chance
to create a more widespread community here and see awesome art that we've never got a chance to!
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2. zankoku-na-tenshi
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  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: KORN, HELL YEAH!!!
  • Reading: what's that?
  • Watching: my pc screen
  • Playing: es IV: oblivion
  • Eating: ramen
  • Drinking: milk :D

ALL THE ARTISTS OF THE WORLD!

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 23, 2007, 7:06 AM
Feature artist!!!!!!!

Stolen (word for word, XD) from

Ok, here's the deal- the first ten people to reply to this journal (and ask to be featured) will have the opportunity for me to go through their gallery and pick out three of my favorites to be posted in one of my new journals, excitin' huh?
to qualify you must post a similar journal to this one (just the bottom part, below the hyphens ) this will give us a super chance
to create a more widespread community here and see awesome art that we've never got a chance to!
1.:iconnamikazeyuki: NamiKazeYuki
2. :iconzankoku-na-tenshi: zankoku-na-tenshi
3. :iconvyzart: vyzart
4. :icontuhis: tuhis
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( not in "better" or "worst" order :D )

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: KORN, HELL YEAH!!!
  • Reading: what's that?
  • Watching: my pc screen
  • Playing: es IV: oblivion
  • Eating: ramen
  • Drinking: milk :D